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Monday, July 31, 2006

honours day today...went up the stage....yeah they showed my sec 3 photo -_- then had lessons as usual...literature was the most interesting. learnt alot.then had no tutorials today. super boring. played soccer. left halfway...didnt have the mood to play suddenly. accompanied denzel to bukit timah. then ate dinner at al-ameen...then went home. nowadays, it's been very mundane. no mood to study and stuffs...prelims coming...o lvls also! die. i'm a failure and i'm still not motivated to study. Fuck.

LiesandSins__
10:15 pm

Sunday, July 30, 2006

today, to be honest, i dont really know what to post....hahaha. but i just read james blog and it got me thinking a bit.... are ppl really being "judged" by how they look? i mean like i've seen good-looking guys leading happy lives like what james said...i see them outside with their branded clothings and nice hairstyles and holding their pretty girlfriend's hand and not having any worries in this fucked up world. and if they break with their girlfriends, any other pretty girl would just come along to comfort them and she's theirs. yeah, so simple huh? and i'm beginning to really wonder what it's like to be good-looking...flawless skin complexion, brown eyes, nice toned body? and seriously, i noticed that good-looking ppl are more popular and has more friends. wtf.

LiesandSins__
11:46 am

Saturday, July 29, 2006

yay my blog is much better now! all thanks to april...hahaha...thanks k? i'll repay you someday. you even missed your show! haha. didn't think u were that nice loh, sure got motive one....hahaha, kidding. right now just stoning around at home. parents and bro went out. i'm with my little sister. she's playing the computer in my room and i'm using the one in hers to blog. the one in her room is much faster. haha. shhhh...she doesnt know. fallin sick again. had stomach fever a few days back then now i'm having normal fever. -_- my immune system is weak man. i think i'd better start taking care of my health now. i have to eat more especially fruits and cut down on smoking. if not i will keep falling sick and my studies will get affected. yeah. been sneezing countless times and having a bad headache. hahahaha. sorry arh have no idea what to write alr arh. think i better go. haha. and once again, thanks april.

LiesandSins__
3:37 pm

Friday, July 28, 2006

today i went to school fearing that i would get into trouble. haha. firstly, i didnt do my physics hw at all and i didnt went to meet mr raja yesterday. he had a meeting and i didnt wait for him to finish. i just went home. haha. but then i managed to copy the physics worksheets and nick lee didnt even went through them. hahaha. then when i went to see mr raja, he didnt even scold. yeah...haha. so everything turned out fine. and joey got scolded by mr raja during maths lesson. haha. then school ended. did nothing after school. sat with denzel. then james came. then played some poker cards. yeah, then all my malay friends returned from mosque. played some more cards and then played soccer. haha. we challenged to see who could get the ball to hit the crossbar the most number of times. we were too bored. then we went home. BORING! haha, at home also boring sia. now typing this with my electric guitar on my lap. hmm...my life is really getting more and more mundane. not like there's ever been much excitement anyway but it's getting worse and worse. haha. oh well...i think the best is sleep. NIGHT!

LiesandSins__
11:43 pm

Thursday, July 27, 2006

hmm...today was quite unusual...was late in the morning. just because my hair wasnt styled yet. haha. it was still quite wet at 6.45, couldnt apply wax. -_- i think it's because my hair is getting long and thick. need to cut? no free time..how? i want to keep my hair! but i cant. school rules. furthermore, i dont want ang touching me again. -_- yeah yeah he touched me. wtf. but that was when school just reopened. haha. he touched me and said that my hair was long and that he will shave me botak like him if i didnt cut my hair. haha like real. but still i'd better not risk anything. haha. ok, so had lessons as usual. i realised i not only miss class phototaking but also had a lot of work and tests to take. and ppl were asking me why i didnt come :) haha. and i still havent touched my lit from monday. i owe miss gordon lots of assignments and i'm supposed to hand them up today. aiyah, she'll understand. haha. so after school, had tutorials as usual. then when tutorials ended i suddenly had urge to shit. -_- hahaha. so i went to shit. and then my friends were gone. so i went to find them and i found them playing floorball with the taf club ppl. -_- haha. but i just joined in. it's fun! haha. especially when all your good friends are on the same team as you. yeah, after that i went for latecoming detention class (i was late for 3 times). it was outside the dm room. me, amanda and fareez then sat and talked about some stuffs, and we were talking too loud without realising it. i mean some ppl heard. yeah...very paiseyh. haha. then amanda accompanied me to meet MR CUM. (qam) and we went home. now i'm just slacking around. dont have the mood to do hw. hahaha. think i better start on it.

LiesandSins__
9:02 pm

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

i miss photo taking...am at home right now...i had a terrible headache in the morning but i feel much better now. shit man, why did i have to have that stupid headache???? (dont understand? haha. read again.) in other words, why did i have that stupid headache? haha, it's just that ppl might forget me later on as i will not be in the class picture but it's normal i guess...i had quite a lot of memories from dunearn...haha... of coz some bad, some good la...like forging of mc and being champions of d gig....haha. now i'm just staring at the computer looking for templates, yup, damn boring. maybe going school later or sth to meet my friends? i dont know. haha. it's a little stupid but i'm just plain bored. k, i dont know what else to say. i think i'm probably gonna play guitar or sth. bye ppl!

LiesandSins__
2:30 pm

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

didnt come school today...went doctor....said i have stomach fever. so he said that someone with fever could have sneezed or coughed at my food and then i ate it so my stomach got infected....yeah...whoever u are, be GUILTY! muahahaha...ok lame.yeah...got two days mc...not sure if i want to go school tmr...erm, photo-taking? i know it's the last year but i will only spoil the photos....plus the doctor must have had a good reason to give me two days mc....yeah...nth more to post...haha. bye ppl! gotta watch maggi and me.

LiesandSins__
8:15 pm

Monday, July 24, 2006

-_- yeah yeah i got a blog...laugh all u want. today is very boring as usual just that i puked 20 times for i dont know what reason? yeah and i even went to the toilet to puke once during the maths mock test, and i couldnt focus while i was doing the paper. shit, i'm gonna fail! i was busy trying to figure out how to do the questions and i was also busy trying to prevent myself from puking. sometimes i even had to swallow my vomit when i felt it going up my throat. yeah fucking gross. dont u dare ask me what it feels like. haha. i also kept moving about in my seat and got my friends distracted and vijay was giving me this look. haha. yeah so generally, i was not only being disgusting but i was also being a nuisance. then after the maths test, i decided to hang around in school first cause i didnt have the strength to go home. aiman suggested that we go and buy vitagen because he feels that my stomach is full of bacteria? haha. but just after taking a few steps, i vomited yet again. i vomited somewhere outside the npcc room and ppl were giving me strange looks. yeah but what do i care? so i rested a while...then aiman send his gf home. then fadhli was the one who bought for me the vitagen. i drank it and waited for my dad for 50 mins? i'm not trying to complain but he should have come earlier...yeah and at the carpark, i vomited again. so here i am now, i feel a little better but still weird. ok that's all for today i guess.i gotta rest. BYE! oh ya, before i forget, sorry james for having the same template as u...i'll change it later on.

LiesandSins__
8:54 pm